I'm only slightly freaking out about it.
I've been using a practice workbook to prepare for the test. I'll go through pages and think it's all relatively easy. Then I'll get to a problem (usually in the math section) and I'll just forget everything I've ever been taught in my whole entire life.
It doesn't help that I'm such a perfectionist. I mean I seriously think I need some therapy or something. I told Ryan I would be happy if I got an 85%. He then said, "You and I both know that isn't true." And it's not. But I shouldn't expect to get a 100% on something you can't really "study" for. Especially since I'm still in the middle of a very difficult summer class. And I have kids that need food.
This summer has flown by. I hate that I can't relax and play with my kids and watch them splash in the pool. In between bouts of studying about the endocrine system I get all weepy and look outside at my boys frolicking in the summer sun.
I've only had a few nervous breakdowns.
and yes, they were ugly Meg Ryan breakdowns |
Hey, uh.. can you cook supper, clean the living room, bathe, diaper and generally keep the children alive? Oh, and prevent me from jumping off the Bond Bridge? |
Soooo anyways. I should NOT have wasted all this time looking up hilarious GIFs. Damn you, Internet!!!
If you could please send up a quick prayer tomorrow I would greatly appreciate it!